Hi, I think my EQ has dropped ever since ended school last december. I dont make it a point to meet up with them anymore. I dont feel very comfortable meeting up with them / talking to them and I feel really distant from them even when we were so close (last time). I don't even feel like i truly understand them. friends for convenience it may seem, but every time i look back, it doesn't seem like so. so so confuse.
complicated girl here yo.
i better sort out all these dirt soon, its making my mind swirl and i hate it. Either i just stop thinking about it or i try to forge back the bond (if there were even any to start off with). End up i may just choose to avoid and time can help me solve everything.

on a happynote, i finally get to spend my 24hours at home / with my mummy, just slacking around instead of slogging at work, with my eyes fixed 8 hours on the HP LAPTOP and looking forward to 1230 and 1730 everytime. but somehow, i enjoy doing OT?! weird? its good to get extra cash but that's not why i like doing OT, its the quiet and peaceful surrounding that makes work much more bearable i guess(:

i realise, as life goes on, you will start to realise who's / what's really important to you and who's / what's not. really hope this can guide me through whatever difficulties coming my way soon or in the future(: i will love, treasure, forgive and try to forget.

okay time to slp, goodnight world.
again,
live life happy: D 5/03/2008 07:12:00 AM